Monsters should lie under the bed, but mine, he lives in my head. Under the bed, is where he should be, but instead, he lies with me

Verse One:
Monsters should lie under the bed, but mine, he lives in my head. Under the bed, is where he should be, but instead, he lies with me
And you see, no, that I’ve been missing in my Living room
When I go to bed, it’s the nighttime that I dread. He’s always in my nightmares, smirking. I Can feel him in the shadows, lurking
But I’m slipping in between

Chorus:
Do you know how much I miss you when I’m in captivity? I know you’re hoping I don’t lose my sanity
To pass the time in my room alone
I miss you do much when I’m in captivity. I sadly know you’re all thinking of me
“I love you” is all she heard.

Verse Two:
Monsters should live under the bed, and a child should have parents to check, but instead…my father’s the monster and my mother’s the ringmaster. No matter what I do, it never gets better
And I had dreams that I would learn to play guitar
Late at night, he’s in my mind. Even When I’m in my room, I feel confined. Even when he’s not here, I feel his touch.
for two days i wait for calls to come through

Chorus
Do you know how much I miss you when I’m in captivity? I know you’re hoping I don’t lose my sanity
Please don’t think that this was easy
I miss you do much when I’m in captivity. I sadly know you’re all thinking of me
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.