Why am I like this

Verse One:
Anything good
With all the fucked up things I did
What would happen if I was gone
And sit alone and wonder

Chorus:
Anything worth it
Slow things down or speed them up.
It will get better
And those nights in my car

Verse Two:
Like a pain in the heart
Over and over and over again
Anything worth my life
I know it’s hard to feel like I don’t care at all.

Chorus
Anything worth it
My inarticulate store bought hangover hobby kit
It will get better
You’ve got to get out