My friends left me

Verse One:
My friends left me
Were only foolish attempts to show you did not mean
I\\\\\\\’m a dead man
We lay, we lay together just not

Chorus:
I fucked up
And you don’t want to be here in the future
Why do I not fit in
But as for me, I wish that I was anywhere with anyone

Verse Two:
Trusting people I held dear to me
And if this is what it takes
Why they left me
I’ll wait for you, but I can’t wait forever.

Chorus
I fucked up
Were neither clear nor descript
Why do I not fit in
I never sleep