I can’t handle it now

Verse One:
I can\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\’t handle it now
I’m not your star?
It will make u die to miss someone
But as for me, I wish that I was anywhere with anyone

Chorus:
Best feels to hang out at night
Afraid to find out that you’re alone, no
I\’ll used to disappear down the bed
So keep the blood in your head

Verse Two:
I’ll hear to be useless all the time
To the jukebox bars you frequent
I didn’t want to be free for everyone at everytime now
I always catch the clock it’s 11:11

Chorus
Best feels to hang out at night
is you could slit my throat
I\’ll used to disappear down the bed
Isn’t that what you said