Feel so sad and feels so terrible

Verse One:
Feel so sad and feels so terrible
And I had dreams that I would learn to play guitar
My life is meant to be like that
And I don’t understand

Chorus:
Myself
We kept it safe and slow
Paradox
We don’t have much room

Verse Two:
Paradox
I hope you’re as happy as you’re pretending.
Pun
it’s hard to give up the one

Chorus
Myself
Make some coffee, hold me up
Paradox
and so are you.